Think about it carefully Shaun. Even if the bet won, what good would that do. Whatever you won, would end up going back anyway. Best off not going at all. Cut the middleman out.
I know the feeling you describe, I don’t get it now thankfully, gambling dosnt excite me in the slightest. I do know though if I let my mind wander or let my guard down, it wouldn’t be too long before I started getting them feelings again. They will subside eventually.