Well said Maverick .
Despite several slips I know I have been in recovery for about two years – I get it ! How do I know ? I know because I have changed and evolved . I know because regardless of slips I immediately force myself back into being gamble free and close the latest “doors”. I too have always provided for my son – I have always worked and for many years was the main breadwinner . I know also because I value myself more !
Recovery is not distance since your last bet – it’s not even distance to your next bet – it’s how we view life , how we work on our faults – e.g. You could have written more but you used wisdom not to- a sign of true recovery – many with far more days added up have not got his far into recovery and need to be always right !
Well done.
You have an addiction like us all.
Sometimes it rears its ugly head – but you still meet your responsibilities .
Recovery is not about a number of days – or a know all attitude . It is not about pointing out others mistakes or even comparing every post to our own journey. ( I might have just done that !!)
It’s about every day being the best person we can be and Mav- you are one of the best ! Your posts are kind and supportive – never harsh . This addiction is harsh enough- we don’t need harshness in any guise from our support.
I think you are doing great – keep strong and happy new year !