Well I’m not even sure therapy is for me. I mean I like reading other people posts because i can relate to them on so many levels, but pragmatically, I don’t think it did me any good.
Over the last 7-8 years according to my own calculations I probably lost about 50-60 euros a day on average, about 1500-1800 a month that is. Very bad in itself.
Then I started with the therapy, was clean for 63 days, started playing and lost about $10K in 10 days. Quick math: I lost more than double what I normally would have lost had I not refrained from gambling in the first place.
So, I don’t know…
I’m feeling OK now, but I felt ok on day 62 as well and then went on a gambling spree on day 63…
But the truth is, had I had blockers on day 63 I would have lost $300 at the live game and that would be the end of it.