[Rayman10]

well i have self excluded from online casinos only and installed software, No one has a tab on my finances, … i have only come clean to my best freind ….but i cant say that i have told an immedicate family member anything yet…. im to ashamed…i really dont wanna disappoint my folks … i basically have my savings accesible through my debit card which im currently depleting and is just a couple bets away from being completely empty….. MY mind is so clouded after todays lost… because im usually a strong willed individual and i promised myself that was it a few days ago….. But i realise im just a full fledged addict …not different to a crack addict  who needs a hit…. Im feeling very low …