Look mate, it is what it is.
You are a normal person we all are, and you make a good analogy about the cartoon.
Counselling can be great, the more honest you are the more you’ll get out of it.
Get rid of that app mate, and please don’t go selling your stuff. I know when desperation sets in logic flies out of the window but man, say you raised £100 selling your stuff. And then you won, even £1000 from it, is that going to solve anything. Would you pay your loan off, fill your cupboards, buy your stuff back? Your distorted gambling brain might tell you that you would. But in reality if that happened and you won, youd want to win more you wouldnt be happy til its gone.
Aye, I’m flinging my arms upwards but not saying “FFS MAN!” They’re flung upwards and I’m saying “halle(bloody)lujah” that your getting some counselling and deleting your app.
But dont it again I’m getting too old for writing them long posts.
I’m obviously not pleased you’ve gambled again but if that’s what its taken to get you some counselling sorted then its not just the same old story.