You discovered this website and typing out your entire situation honesty indicates to you that you are taking steps to recovery.
You got a plan to stay focus right this moment forward. You are in the right direction bro. Continue with this same mindset of staying free from this habit. Be honest with yourself always. Your thoughts feelings urges temptations etc keep it on this forum. I urge you to spend some time on this forum as well reading these powerful testimonials and practical advice.
Be open minded and let it all sink in it helps with rewiring of your mind. Keep your mind focus on your set goals and what you going to achieve from this moment now.
Set realistic goals and writing down your thoughts on how going to accomplished it. It takes one moment at a time to start your journey towards self healing and recovery.
Thank you for sharing man.
Looking forward for your progress
