[JayKay82]

23 Weeks done. I know for sure i will never go back to where i was. I had a thought during the week, oh what if i just stuck a small bet on and won a few hundred. Maybe that would take some of the debt or i could take my fiance out for dinner.

1. Cannot understand why my brain is tell me that.
2. It is the most ridiculous though i have ever heard of.

I know i cant gamble, my brain knows i cant gamble, why the hell is this stupid thought still stuck in my head ?

Suppose thats why its an addiction, we all have to realise that we cant just keep letting that thought control us. Say no and move on with your day. Easier said than done i know..