Vera that is a good question, am I happy. I love my husband and could not imagine life without him. Is the passion there that we had when we were younger, no. If I could change one thing then it would be that my husband did not drink. I know that I can’t control that and I am working on accepting that. I know that I need to do something for me and his drinking and I am finding ways to deal with it. I am happy with my life and grateful for the many blessings that I have. I sometimes forget to be grateful for what I have and focus more on what I don’t have. I feel as if I am making progress since I came to GT. It is really the saying “God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference”. It all goes back to one day at a time. I know that I do not plan on gambling today!!!
