18 April 2018 at 2:54 am
#43962
Lily Nix
Participant
Just about one month without gambling, and no urges until today….walking for my lunch break and out of the blue, thought enters my mind just go through in 20, I even looked in wallet to see how money I had on me, but then lucky for me a stronger voice said, Really don’t do it and the thoughts of what would happen entered my mind…I would have spent way more then 20, prob more like 500….and I would have been in there way longer then my hour lunch break, and the vivacious cycle would start again.
That’s all it takes for me, I have been done that track before and I know where it ends.
No gambling for me today, but it is an indicated I need to come here more and post and find another counsellor!