Thanks for the lovely comments guys – coming on here and reading them genuinely helps a lot ! So thank you 🙂
Today is Day 5 without a bet, my first gamble free weekend in pretty much forever. Saturday felt so hard I had it on my mind the whole day, but Sunday I took my family to the cinema and out for lunch! We watched Secret life of pets – usually i would of been scanning my phone for live results- but not this weekend! It felt great to sit and just enjoy time with my family.
I think i have this, but in the quiet times of day I do still think about bets, think about the tipping group, but I have to remind myself for that 1 win they get, actually they lose 3 to 4 weeks before it !
1 week until our family holiday, just this week to get through in work. I applied for a 0% credit card so I can at least try to shift debt while I now spend the life time trying to bloody repay it all.
Today is day 5, and for the first time I’m starting to feel proud of my accomplishments with this!