[Monica1]

Pete came in at 9 ish with a small amount of food and cigs. I have many times gone past despair in what is two weeks off of six months not gambling.
I am still waiting for a test result, a diagnosis, a grant for filing for bankruptcy.
With no Money to live on I am stuck and I am stunned really at how cruel life is being to me. I pray for a breakthrough so I can move i in some way. I have no life and it sucks.