[Monkeycf]

Still managing to hold it together, feel bad anytime anyone tells me they love me me that don’t know what I have actually done.

Trying to focus on the future and what life could be like with not gambling and the money that I will have from saving.

Trouble is time goes slowly when not gambling but on a positive note time with my family will increase with things going so slow just have to keep my head together this time and things will slowly get back to some type of normality.