Unfortunately, I am in the states and at the time of the live chat, I am at work. I do however, I appreciate your follow up. I tried reaching out, maybe it was my desperation to hear from him and asked when we were going to resolve our pending issues. He ignored me. I pressed and a couple of days later he finally responded that there is nothing pending and I can do as I please with his belongings, the car and to of course forget about the money he owes me. It breaks my heart, but to an extent I can recognize that his mind is elsewhere. He cares more about the gambling then the fear of losing his relationship with me.
This is obviously very difficult for me to accept. I have tried to put myself first a little and trying to follow your advise. I am spending more time working out and my goal is to go to the movies this weekend. It’s something I always asked him to do but of course we would end up at a casino. I won’t lie it will be hard, I don’t have any friends he was been the only person I confided in and I stop having friendships along time ago.
Anyways, I will give that a try and report back:) thanks again Velvet for your support and encouragement.