[Monica1]

So good to hear from you. My good friend who hits the nail on the head. Yesterday I felt sad but texted first thing in the morning to say how I felt , I was honest and that I was thinking of cutting all ties. But finding it difficult. And he didn’t answer at all. Which reminded me of what he does when he doesn’t want to deal with something hoping it would go away. I think I do need to cut ties, I really do, and maybe this is what I should have done all along. I had a gut attack yesterday morning, first one in six weeks, but it was so much more reduced and the lain 80 per cent reduced, but it lasted three hours.
Today I gave it all to God and had an ok day. Feeling much better. You are right. It is hard to let go. But let go I must.