Funny you should mention it idi. I had a nice weekend until this evening. Spent yesterday relaxing and getting new glasses. Spoke to my friend and she was diagnosed in Birmingham with cancer and advised chemo and radiotherapy. She refused chemo and they are just cracking on with radiotherapy.
Today I went and got my haIr coloured and cut and when I was there text from pete to ask to go out for a Drink. I was in foils so texted him 25 mins later to say ok, meet at 8.30. He then half an hour later cancels as his family asked him to help move some furniture. I actually felt really angry and it took me back to when we were together and he would let me down in some way. I told him don’t call me I’ll call you. And really I calmed down half an hour later, feeling a bit confused as to how I felt. Normally this wouldn’t bother me that much. I considered telling him that it is better not to see each again other and cut off ties. And anyway, meant I could watch the handmaids tale and love island. ha… but then I thought better of it and to sleep on it. I feel weird about all of this and genuinely don’t know why I can’t just cut off all contact to protect myself.
