Tuesday afternoon…. a big snow storm is heading our way. yuk
I really haven’t had any urges to gamble, but sometimes out of the blue it dos just pop up in my thoughts. I’m able to tell myself that I just don’t have the money to throw away. My husband had to quit his job. He was mentally and physically unable to work. We’re hoping in six months he can get rehired. But his MRI came out good. Thank God.
I’ve resigned myself to stay home on the weekends. We used to pack a bag and head for the casino on Friday evenings after work, coming home Sundays. And I don’t miss that at all! It is so comfortable to just sit home on Friday evenings with my husband. I read and he watches tv. What a turn around. But a good one. Even though there is alot going on in my life right now, I still have a peace inside me. It is so good not to have that self condemnation that comes from gambling.
That’s a terrible feeling I have no desire to feel ever again.
Nancy
