i had to get off yesterday when posting…is there someone who has had this similar experience? if so any advice on learning to trust? i want to but things pop in my thoughts and me not forgetting is the reason he said we would not be able to make things work…but its different and hard to explain…i remember but i don’t focus or dwell on it like i would have in the past…i never realized before just how much i loved my husband until everything fell apart, i toke him and our marriage for granted…and i really dont discuss my thoughts with him that pop up because honestly i feel it wouldnt do any good…we cant change anything and he has been trying very hard and i dont want him to think “what else do i have to do to make it right” kinda thing…as time goes by i feel like we are in a new normal and that everything that happened was so long ago even though it wasnt…im reaching out to a counselor that specializes in addiction for addicts and there families so maybe i can get some guidance…
