When I trust people, people are all not perfect people, they could fail me, because they are not perfect like God.
When they fail me, and betray my trust in them, it can be very disappointing and upsetting. What ‘s next ? do I still continue to have faith in the GA/AA/NA recovery program because of these people ? do I stop going to church and stop reading the bible because of these people.
it was only when I found God in my recovery program that I experiences the real thing.
it doesn’t matter anymore now if the popular person in recovery bluff or lied in their sharing, it is not my recovery.
it doesn’t matter anymore now if the popular church person bluff or lied in his sharing, I shall focus my attention on God and not him.
it is not important to me anymore
Am I going to blow his cover and tear him down ? Not anymore, I will no longer do such a foolish thing, it doesn’t matter to me anymore
I am not going to go into a mental relapse because of them, it is not worth it!!!!
I have learn to depend on a God centred recovery now and not a person or program centered ones.