Absolutely no trigger, Monica except that I had money. Was on my way to meet a friend (Coincidentally the aforementioned “Borrower”). She sent a text to say she was too cold to go out. I decided to spend my time elsewhere. Walked in with both eyes wide open. I won’t mention the walk out. We all know what that’s like.
What’s done is done! Having a financial “cushion” made it bearable but cushions deflate if you keep pouncing on them!
‘Nuff said! Whether you want to go there or not, Monica, I would say DON’T!!
Listening to “Another Suitcase in another Hall” (Evita) on you tube. Brings bittersweet memories. Barbara Dickson or Samantha Barks do the best versions, by far but Madonna is good too.
“Time and time again I say that I don’t care, that I’m immune to gloom, that I’m hard through and through”…………….
Thanks Monica