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I know that I need to figure out a way that works for me so I tried something new today. I have to work today so this morning I put a small wager in, played it and walked away. I have to learn to deal with the panic feelings I have when I want to play. Maybe this can work for me. I’ve never been able to walk away before and I had to. I had to deal with the feelings. I need to deal with all of my feelings. I feel liberated and still guilty. Not sure what to make of that. I am going to get gamban as you advised RG, but since I have always found a way to play I need to try to work through the addiction instead of avoiding it. Hope your day is good and CG free all.