this is a rock bottom situation I would think and during this time I hope you place yourself in basic lockdown. Through out, cut up and remove any access to money that can be spent in a casino, including any other type of gaming house.. Is there someone you can find support from?? A ga meeting and support person to help talk you down when urges strike. We often refuse to listen to ourselves when we trigger ourselves to go, but that too must change in order to stop.
I have always had the most success when I tighten up my controls. It is extremely important not to become complacient EVER that is when trouble will arise. The gamble monster will rear its ugly head when ever it finds your not alert.
Remember God helps those who help themselves. Don’t loose faith when you fail. Look for strenght instead. xoxFG
