[lizbeth4]

Today is a new day. I think I did finally realize that my relationship with my Mom will never get better. I guess I had this unrealistic idea that I could change it. I could never be as mean as she is even to someone I dislike. She wants me to jump on the drama train with her over everything. No thanks. The negativity emitting from her is scary. Tomorrow, I am staying home also. Monday night I am going to the city to spend the night with my friend. I get to meet her Grandson she is raising. We have kept in touch the last year by phone and emails. It will be good to see her. I will come back Tuesday evening as she has to go to work on Wednesday. I am not telling either daughter that I am in town. This is my time.