Up at 5am and listened to some scripture. Realised today how when we are in isolation as I have been that we turn massively inward on ourselves and lose perspective on things. I have anguished over a third reference request from my last job that lasted a decent length of time. It didn’t end well and the circumstances were just unfortunate but I asked and my old boss said happy to provide even though we fell out at the end.
I also realised that as we get older we need to look for work that doesn’t use up every hour and that it is actually better for me to work just six months of the year. This past year I only worked three months and on ringing the tax office today am due a tax rebate. So something entrepreneurial in the future I think.
Feeling grateful today for a deepening relationship with my faith and confronting the things that cause me a lot of anxiety.
Had my private gma group tonight which was enjoyable. Everyone is doing ok on being gamble free.
