[Monica1]

After feeling inspired by conversations with Sara, I am dismayed and a little scared to get hit with the intense cramps I haven’t had since the end of January, so bad I nearly faint and get heart palpitations. After about half an hour I realise I have anti spasm meds and take two.
Pete rings and comes home early. We try and work out the cause. He thinks i have been eating too much cheese. They come so out of the blue. Am I worried about anything? If I am honest the answer is yes, I don’t want to go back to where I was and my timesheet still hasn’t been authorised, 2 weeks on. Was going to do a few things today and now am completely stuffed as have to rest up.