Not a lot today except an old friend rung and I answered this time. Whilst suicidal and depressed I avoided human contact. She has cancer which was diagnosed three and a half years ago. Like me, she wouldn’t do chemo or radiotherapy as we have both seen too many people for whom the treatment killed them, not the cancer. Well, she used all natural immune therapies and diet and it was held at bay till now. She is in her forties and it is back. We had a long chat. She is facing some big decisions as the surgery option is quite radical.
We are facing a cold week in the U.K. which I am hoping is the last flurries of winter. I feel sleepy in the winter time. I have become very lazy. Confined to my bedroom for six months in this destitute state and I need a total rehab programme. My mood is ok though and my friend noticed that it had improved considerably. I dont want to get to the third hundred days and still stuck in limbo.
