Well, woke up to an email from pokerstars saying my account is now open following a six month break. I emailed back saying to self exclude which they have finally done this evening. I was slightly triggered by this.
Went to Sunday lunch with my son and grandkids. Lovely roast beef at 14.50 a pop. Was a bit concerned that I would keep it in my stomach but am still slowly digesting it 5 hours later. My son was a little stressed with his girlfriend moving out. Her mums boyfriend was recently found deceased outside my ex’s house and he actually found him. 49 years old and self asphyxiated. More trauma for everyone. I prayed for his soul.
My son said that he thought he had triggered my gambling by taking me to play in poker games years ago. Strange to say this when pokerstars had contacted me this morning. I assured him that playing poker was boring and definitely did not trigger me into gambling on the slots. I still play poker on the free sites when I am bored but it does very little for me and I certain.y don’t want to play for money.
Well, I felt a
little triggered when I got home but just sent an email asking them to permanently self exclude which they did a few hours later. Just resting
up watching dancing on ice and digesting a rather large and lovely Sunday roast. Glad it is still in my stomach!
