[bonnie62]

Thx. steev, your  reply is sitting very well with me today.  🙂 I’ve wanted to treat myself on the 6 month anniversary.  I’ll be thinking about something that serves the body  , mind and spirit.  I am walking over the threashold into new territory… it could so easily shift in a moments notice to a purely addictive choice so I’m not celebrating until the exact day and after that day it’s only odaat …  I have to recommit to wanting more of a well rounded good life each day.  I’ve been sometimes just laying around and a bit depressed due to all the emotions and life issues I coped with in addictive ways.  Recovery  is necessary and valuable work.  b62