Thks Charles.
Well, to proove that my gambling problem is a little bit different, but although no less harming, than others, I am planning to go to the casino in 2 weeks, with 400 euros in my pocket that I could loose, buy a drink at the bar, convert my money into chips, stay for 3-4 hours there, than go out with the chips, without gambling one cent.
The week after, I will do the same thing and then cash out my chips and leave.
Then I will go to a therapist and see what he will say about my problem.
Will get back to you to tell you the results. Pretty sure I can do that.
After my qualification it would be a little bit different. All my life would not be at stake. And I would love to make the achievement of beeing barred from a casino because I am so good and “addicted” to blackjack card counting, and have won money. Anyway I will speak about this to the therapist also.
I think I am more vulnerable to online poker because the temptation is here 24/7. I got myself barred from all online poker sites. As for illegal websites always available, doesn’t tempt me very much.