Apologises I haven’t done a post since last week, I’ve kept myself busy this weekend.
Saturday was the 1st time since my last bet on the 15th February that I struggled. I knew this would be hard as I always did my gambling when there always alot of sport on. I’m pleased to say I made it through though and feel great about it.
I went for a haircut on sat which is only 2 doors down from a bookies. I parked right outside the barbers, straight in and straight back into the car when done. It sound so sad to be proud I didn’t go in but I do. It would have been easy to go get a slip and put a football accumulator on without anyone knowing but I didn’t! Instead I came home and played with the kids. It was a great day I the end.
Sunday was spent much the same but my wife really seemed to have struggled and was very distant and drawn all day. I kept quiet and just went about cleaning the house and cooking for us all. She eventually began to talk and seemed a bit better. We’re taking this a day at a time and her support is getting me through (not that j deserve it!).
Sorry for rambling but I’m now gamble free for a week and I am looking forward to GA this week to continue my recovery.
Great to read all the posts here. It’s a great way to get everything out so thanks for reading and caring everyone!