[JordanG]

This response hit like a ton of bricks, Steev. I appreciate your absolute truth. Self-esteem is probably the nail on the head. I see a lot of people in my line of work with huge homes and fancy cars. Youtube videos of people younger than me on top of the world. I tell myself on a regular basis that I am lucky in life, but maybe I don’t really believe that in my subconscious.

I have begun looking for a counselor. I am going to try to talk it out. And I will look into John Bradshaw as well.

You’re right. Why do I feel inadequacies when in reality I have more than most.

I appreciate the time you have taken to give me insight on what I need to realize about myself. I truly thank you.