I remain continually shocked at how our little time it takes to forget the anxiety that sets in after a night of binge gambling.
wouldn’t it be beneficial if every time an urge creeps in we could experience that anxiety and that would be enough to keep us away.
It seems that once I get back on track and my life feels normal I want to go again. You’d think Id be happy that things are good and that I could realize that the results I am achieving would be enough,but it dosen’t feel that way.
The only thing that keeps me out of the casino today is the fact that I have no access to cash. The resuts from that are good for now and my hubby won’t be upset.
I hope I never have to feel like that woman Vera It would be horrible but this addicton has a power that can’t be explained easily because it varies so much in each and everyone off us .
I can be satisfied that no damage was done this week at least. It was tough being alone xoxo FG
