Hi Wizefox
Thank you for such a frank account of your recovery journey since leaving the project. I think many people may view rehab as a kind of “magic wand” but what you have highlighted is that recovery requires hard work long after the programme has finished and it’s never smooth sailing.
It sounds like you are developing your support network and putting barriers in place which is wonderful. Stay close to this site and to the support you receive from the projects because you’re not alone.
Take care
Janey