The is the start of week six – I dont think I have made it this far before , completely gamble free. Thank you everyone for the support .
I have decided I need to start accepting that the situation I find myself in now , and many of the missed opportunities are my own fault.
Shabbily dressed people who drag themselves to work after two hours sleep do not get promoted . Life has given me so many opportunities but I have never been in a place to take advantage of them- well not in the past decade. People who are distracted by debt and getting by do not look relaxed and confident in meetings.
The thing is I do not need to be promoted – I need to be happy!
Happiness is evading me right now . I need a life plan.
So today I am up and washed – I am getting that hair cut and I am buying some new clothes . I want to do like the days of old and throw 500 worth of clothes on a card without a thought – but I can’t . It may not seem like much of a talent but nobody could build a capsule wardrobe like me! Lol! Today I am going to be all about the capsule wardrobe – navy I think ! ( omg I spend a day in bed and find my inner bimbo)
I feel guilty about taking me time and yet no one even notices or cares if I am here . Today is about me ! Well most of it …
Week six here I come .