Good that you have taken that first step – but have you read around the forum posts to see what else you need to do. I was a bit alarmed to read, “I have $4K to spend on slots waiting for that one spin that will make everything right; but actually doesn’t exist.”
You need to block or ban yourself from all places where you can gamble and to lose your access to finance if you can; minimise it if you can’t. Perhaps your brother could handle your finances for you until you feel strong enough to take them back? Get as much support as you can and take as much part in things here and other sites as possible. I wish you well.
