If it had worked, had you thought about how you would explain it to hubby when he eventually found out?
It makes you realize just how much of a hold gambling really does have on us. Even when things are back on track and we’re feeling happy with life and better about ourselves, that CG hand can just pull us back in so easily.
So we have to think.. was there something that happened that triggered this and if so, how do we confront it next time?
Because there is always an “next time”.
That “middle of the night thing” was always my biggest downfall.
Stay strong Sherrie. You are not a crazy lady – you just did a crazy thing. Forgive yourself and move on. No one ever said this was easy.