The best way to stop gambling and get out this vicious cycle. Break this nasty habbit and try to replace it with a positive habit that will benefit your life. Like sports, fishing, trips etc.
Don’t go any further with gambling as u can lose much more in life then u would like too. Cherish the things u still have. Accept the fact that u made mistakes and make it right. U still have a fiance that will support you.
I know u can do it! Be strong..