you should never feel alone. It was my pleasure to check up on you and see how you are doing, maybe our conversations saved you from gambling again, maybe not. But that’s the main objective is being there for one another in these hard times. we cannot change the past but we sure can make our future great without gambling. Never feel ashamed to come on here after a relapse, nobody here will ever judge you I can gaurantee you that. This place has helped me so much from great people like yourself and many others talking about our gambling and personal problems.. many people in our life will never understand it but everyone here knows exactly how you are feeling, and you should feel safe to share any thought you are having because someone will be there to have your back, this time it was me. don’t think of all the money you had, or have, you will come across lots of Money in life, the key issue is to stop the gambling to get your happiness back. Imagine those who lost millions in the 2008 stock market crash.. I read of one losing 100 million, his wife and daughter were renting a penthouse suite at the ritz in manhatten. the next day he has to sell her wedding ring to afford a cheap apparetkent, 8 years later he is worth millions again, you know why? He worked damn hard and used the bad to fuel his fire and motivate him to become financilly but more imporant , mentally content. You will make the Money back, but the main thing is you get your quality of life and happiness back, and I truly believe you can. I’m rooting for you always, let’s make the rest of 2019 gamble free and 2020 as well. Take care of yourself and reach out whenever you are feeling down.