[lizbeth4]

Yes, I definitely need to just focus on the now! I kept busy today and just finished work but my brain kept saying, GAMBLE! MAYBE I CAN WIN AND IT WILL SOLVE SOME MONEY ISSUES THAT I’M FACING! WE KNOW GAMBLING WILL NOT SOLVE ANYTHING! I have to quit my job and it was my buffer allowing me to pay down my debt and allowed for some extras.
Today I was filled with a lot of regrets and feelings of inadequacy about my addiction. But I can’t change the past. I’m going to the best regarding my Granddaughter. I don’t like the feeling of being overwhelmed. I need to find ways to cope better with my feelings. One day at a time.