Yes, it,would seem my entire world has been turned upside down. My faith in God would say that he can do anything so not to worry about a past error. Does not mean the end of the world. At least I looked it up in my emails, owned up to it and apologised. Within a couple of hours of receiving the eMail. Typical, jump to it straight away as it is work related.
On amkther matter new agey stuff focuses on ascension, which I now see as complete rubbish. God,is,within us, there is nowhere and nothing to ascend to. My past spiritual teacher used to say all the time and laugh that he is allergic to spirituality. I now know what he is talking about. There is so much lies and untruths out there. Certainly my in box is bombarded with all sorts of spiritual courses and crap. Become the spiritual leader you are blah blah. Crap, I couldn’t spiritually lead anyone. It has to come from the Source of All. Pete just moaned at me for not washing up and also said that he will be out of my hair soon and that I would regret it. Truth is I wouldn’t regret it as it means my children might just get more involved. Even if not, I would have my own space back and that might just assist in my recovery. Whilst I am grateful for his help, I can’t eat this crap any more!
