[female g]

I would get bored too without the real chance to win real money and it makes me fearful . I think it plays tricks with your brain and lures you into wanting to gamble for real. Its part of the reason I’m not going to tempt myself even once for fear I’ll be out of control in no time. Even though i would love to be able to play say once every 3 months to just enjoy a evening doing something fun but we have all
seen what the outcome of that kind of thinking can do so I think I know its a chance I can’t afford to take. I won’t say I will never do it but for now I can say I won’t gamble. FG