13 February 2017 at 2:57 am
#35998
Paul2017
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the weekend is nearly over and I have food in my belly thanks to a friend! and a roll up to calm me…
I am learning! – I am going to fight my demon but I am really struggling with this time wait and what it is doing to me…
I have read a few messages and the main one I thinking about is at the moment I do not love myself but I want too.
I want to change my mindset and I want to love myself again …
I wrote to my daughter again this weekend – I have made a plan to write to her every week – I made a valentine poem for her – to remind me of what life is worth living for – I walked for an hour this evening- not a very happy time – emotional as they say but the clock still runs and I must learn to love myself again….