[jansdad]

Thanks sad68. Yes, I know I should tell my wife, I just don’t know how to break it to her.

I just woke up, still at day #0. I didn’t even have nightmares as I used to have after bad gambling and bad losing. I hope it doesn’t mean I’m becoming numb.

I’m scared. But yes, stopping can be done and I think I can do it. I think most of or even all of us can. A little hopeful at the moment, but I know better than to have my hopes too high.