Thanks P. Had no contact wit my v gud female friend for at least 3 months weve been in contact again since xmas its nice were still friends all be it from a distance its best that way and to be honest have to keep some blocks up their for both are sakes. My main priority now is my ma and da.
I am very protective of God but i also know how sick a sense of humour he has but i still believe.
Im learning alot about me im learning a lot about life and a lot about gambling addiction.
Ive learnt im a terrible gambler and i meamterrible im not a big machine person these days but when the bookies shut i play machines because ive started and i kant believe how bad value machines are when theyre played compulsively to me its aform of injustice and resent that its allowed i remember as a child seeing a clip of fruit machines been thrown into the sea when they came out first itwas in black and white i wish it would happen again. Iknow of a man who is a recovering alcoholic who has madea clean fortune out of gambling addicts for me he should know better. But thats life were all only human.
