i appreciate the message. I’m glad we are both sticking to our word of not gambling. It had been hard for me, only because I just thought this morning, I could have actually been out of debt right now from my gambling if I didn’t blow the money I have this summer so far, I took 2 trips, bought a new bed, and went out a bunch with friends, I’m just being hard on myself because my prioritities should have been to pay off my gambling debt before I went to blow money like I still had savings. Anyways I will just be smarter now and learn from this. I had a dream last night that I was at the Casino. I actually didn’t get though, it was pretty emotional for me when I woke up. I remember in the dream I was crying because I didn’t want to lose more $, and also break mt
streak of 19 Days gamble free. im glad I am still
gamble free. Today marks a very emotional day for me. 12 years ago today my friend died in a car accident at age 17. He was a great friend of mine. It makes me think that gambling is just losing money, he has lost his life and has been gone for 12 years now, will never get another chance at life. I must live for him and make him proud of who I can become. Life is short, let’s not waste it with this evil addiction, god bless you meg. I pray we get through this. We did not gamble yesterday nor the day before, and we will
not gamble today or tomrorow either. Much love