[jen3]

Thanks Marke. I will be following and routing for you as well. I am scared because I have known for many many years that I have a problem.  Crazy how after each relapse time goes by and things get better and I jump right into the quick sand or  “stand in front of the firing squad“ as Vera would say. It’s aalmost as If there are two of me.   I have to stay active in my recovery. Meaning after 30,60 90 days is when I have to be the strongest. I have said it too many times “complacency will kick our a…..”.  On to my day 5. Going to try to live in the day and not worry about tomorrow.