It is 3 years July 20 since our little guardian angel was taken. He must have been really special to have been taken so young. I know my Mum will have him in her arms looking after him as she loved babies and children. I do wonder what he would have been like. He is gone but not forgotten. I am so blessed that I got to hold him. God works in mysterious ways. We don’t know why these things happen, and we may never know, but there was a reason that Reid was here.
I am feeling stressed, but I just have to take it one day at a time. I have days that I am so looking forward to retirement and other days there is a panic at the though of it. Change is always challenging and scary, whether it’s good change or bad change. I think one of the things that concerns me is the financial aspect, but if we need money I will go and get a little part-time job.
I have sent a text to Carole and she is working away and seems to be enjoying it. I do miss her posts, but it is good that she is working and not gambling.
I worked 6 days straight with only one day off so I was out today weeding, and also grocery shopping.
I have a busy week ahead of me, but that’s okay I will just do what I can. I think it is interesting as with retiring I am so busy at work and I just can’t imagine what it will be like just finishing and not having work to go to. I have to say that I do enjoy my job, and I also wonder if I have made the right decision retiring, but hubby wanted to retire, so like the dutiful wife I agreed LOL I can’t blame it on him as when I told them in January that I was retiring at the end of this year I was relieved, but now the time is getting closer I start questioning the decision. If hubby’s health is okay we are going to rent a house in the Province that our Grandchildren are and just be Granny and Grandpa for a while!!!
I have not posted for ages, but it might be a good idea for me to start again as it does help me work through things. I have not played those machines since November, 2, 2012, but yet I do sometimes get the urge/thoughts to go, but I have not acted on them.
Have a great day everyone!!!
