thanks Liberty
for your words of encouragement. I used to go to gambling venues, but i then discovered online slot machines, and it has ruined me. there were no limits on what i could bet, there was no closing time, it was unrestricted in every way. i have no control, and now I have to rebuild my life. The shame, guilt, regret, and so many more emotions are enveloping me at the moment, but I hope this will pass. I really want to be rid of this, i have spent pretty much the last 24 hours looking, searching for answers and help on this and there doesnt seem to be that much available for cg’s. I am considering attending my first GA meeting, i am very scared about it, but then i think i have nothing left to lose, if i get something out of it- fantastic, if i dont, i will need to keep searching.