Thank you all. Vera, so good to hear from you and I hope you feel better. Thank you for sending me a message of hope. Hearing your stories gives me some comfort. It really does,
This evening my iPad would not turn on. Said a quick prayer and after five minutes it started to work. I realised how grateful I was for my access to the outside world and how bereft I would be without it. Wish my prayers for my life would have such quick results!
I will go back to GA when I feel ready to. I cannot face breaking down in this environment so I will leave it for now. It genuinely wasn’t helping me so ihave to stop. My daughter is giving me some St. John’s wort for Xmas and I hope this will improve my exhaustion with this whole situation.
Yes 2017 has been an annual horribilis. Maybe the delay in obtaining bankruptcy is a good thing. I know that I needed to rest as I was so jaded by the world and my last relapse was an attempt to destroy myself with the disease entering into What I would say is the final stage of self destruction, as it does. I see it as a separate entity that is progressive and runs its course. At least I have the power to say no to that every day. That is easy being where I am. At 60 I don’t know if I can recover any sort of a life and I know Vera will relate to the feeling that we are running out of time.
Sending all my friends on this site warm wishes at Xmas and here’s to a new year celebrating the benefits of recovery.
