[Monica1]

I get that with your husband, I was similar except I was the breadwinner most of the time. Mine was a combination of reasons as I have outlined previously. But it was for all of us emotional pain turned inwards destructively. I find that we are all quite sensitive and deeply reflective people when not gambling living in a world and lives that seem quite harsh sometimes. It is only in the connectedness and our higher power that can give hope for Change and transformation. Thanks for posting on my thread Laura.