Glad you were on line to see and respond to my post. Thank you. Of course you are right. I find that my depression and tiredness has not reduced over these eight months and since the job didn’t work out, and things in general havent worked out now for at least 18 months now, it is a long time to go to be in a total funk where literally nothing much happens and I sometimes wonder what the point of even existing is for me. I dont want to go out, socialise, or anything unless it is with my children. I have huge shadows under my eyes that were never there before and find myself constantly wondering where the hell I disappeared to. I was never like this, ever, in my life. I think the instability and total limbo with no forward movement has taken its toll,
At least with my appointment on Monday I will find out a bit more about whether the gut issues are indeed stress induced irritable bowel or something else.